Drunken

6th May 2011, Friday

First time I drank few glass of beer at outside without my parents accompany..
Seriously, I a bit dizzy after the dinner..

but I still can take it =)

After that, I continued my beer at home...
2 big size of Heneiken..lol~
Oh no~I really got drunk this time..
I cried..
This time I really can't control myself...
I wanna spread out all the pain this time!!
At the same time, I talked to TeeKeat and Dr.Tan..
Maybe they are the person I can talk to..
Am so sad..and feel guilty..
I have no idea what I should do now...
I guess I just let it go..since it will no result in the end..
Me and him is staying in different world..
Maybe am nothing for him...
So, let it go is the good decision I guess..

I cry...cry...cry...
I cry for the whole night...
Just to let you go~
let you be with her happily...
Good bye~

MetalTech Exhibition 2011

5th May 2011, Thursday

This is my first day in MetalTech Exhibition but I don't seem like excited...
Maybe because of stupid assignment has made me so tired!
I was a bit blur in the exhibition, maybe I haven't warm up yet..

Anyways, there is a Open Ceremony tonight held in The Legend Hotel.
Hehehe~ I'm excited about it since free food and free show I will get..
Before nice show starts, I have participated a game..
Hmm~too bad that I lose, just because of less 1 RM5..

ISH!! Ish!!

Lol~ Interesting part always will be "ah gua" show which is from Thailand..
OMG!! The "ah gua" body...DAMN SEXY!!!
To be honest, I really jealous it..
and..I gained so much weight...How could I can compare with them..
Haiiizzz~ should start my healthy diet life d..

My secret

03 May 2011, Tuesday

This secret has been sent to him finally...
Is it a kind of confess?
Hmm~ whatever...I just wanna let him know only!!
However, I felt bad...
Because I shouldn't do like that...Just that I can't control myself~
What I should do then? hmm~

*Hope this secret forever will keep in our mind!! =)

Lonely Sunday =(

28 November 2010, Sunday

I always feel lucky to meet you from the 1st day until now.
Too bad, I don't feel you have same feeling with me.
What I feel is you're fed up with me, 

you don't treat me nice like last time.
Yea..you still treat me good but I think this is forced to do so...
When I think about this...
My heart is so painful..

We're almost 2 years, but problems getting more n more..
Why these things will happened?
I wonder why...

Hmm..Should be my problem...
Because I demand too much...
I want you to accompany me all the time..
And this is not what you want..
That's why u're changing after so long..

I can't blame you..
Because this is my fault to make you like that..

Am sorry, Nor..
I guess you know why I do that..
but u forget sometimes..

OK..I should tolerate you now..
Give you the space and time as you want & need..
I'll keep the distance from you...

So, you don't doubt about it...

At last, I really appreciate & thanks for everything you giving..
Just that, I can't control to loving you more and more..
Please forgive me that am demanding your love more and more~

Sarangheyo~

心。。。伤了~

 25th April 2010 Sunday

你真不了解我为何这么做， 

你却一直说我不对， 

对我很失望。

当我听了，

真的好想好想哭了。

你真的这么不了解我吗？

你何时才会懂我要的是什么吗？

你可给我多一点关心我吗？

每次我说的话你都不曾记得，

你说我太罗唆了，

你收不了那么多。。。
听了，

我也只好忍着心痛让它过去。
今晚，想了那些事， 

我终于忍不住了， 

我哭了~

一个人坐在电脑前，

一面打字一面
泪流满面。

心。。。伤了~

Unhappy trip~

24th April 2010 Saturday

 我真的好想大哭一场啊！！为什么他都不认同我每次给他的意见？难道我的意见全都
是错的？如果情人有意见不合的现象，那会怎样？他很固执，一直坚持着自己的立
场，他觉得他有自己的选择。是！我也知道。可是你懂吗？姜还是老的辣！人家已
经知道对方的落点，好心告诉你，也是在帮你。你也不需要这么拒绝人家吧！当你
有难时，人家也不帮你了。

有时，我帮你说话还被你说我不帮你。我说：“你太紧张了。”也只不过是别动怒
人家，希望他们会帮我们。如果觉得他们不对，那就别理会他们噜~别和他们顶嘴吧！
你可不知道，“当局者迷，旁观者清”，人家可了解你的危机多过你。既然你这么
坚持你的想法，那我想我的意见和提议，你也不会听了。我也被你拒绝了那么多次
以及被你说我不对，我真的好伤心。可是那又如何呢？你也不会懂！

我很累了~你做你的吧！

I think we could not be a team...

=(

Exam Ended!!

21st April 2010, Wednesday

Hohoho~exam is ended and I'm having holiday now. Although holiday now but I feel so bored.
Currently I sit in my dad's office to help my dad. I'll fall asleep if there's nothing to do. Sienzz~
God, just help us to attract more customers, so that i can busy all the time.  =)