Drunken

6th May 2011, Friday

First time I drank few glass of beer at outside without my parents accompany..
Seriously, I a bit dizzy after the dinner..

but I still can take it =)

After that, I continued my beer at home...
2 big size of Heneiken..lol~
Oh no~I really got drunk this time..
I cried..
This time I really can't control myself...
I wanna spread out all the pain this time!!
At the same time, I talked to TeeKeat and Dr.Tan..
Maybe they are the person I can talk to..
Am so sad..and feel guilty..
I have no idea what I should do now...
I guess I just let it go..since it will no result in the end..
Me and him is staying in different world..
Maybe am nothing for him...
So, let it go is the good decision I guess..

I cry...cry...cry...
I cry for the whole night...
Just to let you go~
let you be with her happily...
Good bye~