Thursday, 21 May 2009
When the care didn't get from him, i feel insecure...
I'll keep thinking,
is he care about me?
is he loves me?
Am i important for him?
Very sam-pat!!
why i so insecure on this??
I should believe on him...
Maybe because i dont have self-confident...
I felt myself is useless, cant do something meaningful...
Common sense:
Girls are weak, they need more cares, they also need protection...
I believe, even a tough woman, she needs it too...
Girls are wish their partner can hold them when they are down...
encourage them to go on...
It happened for few times already...
you never give a respond when i told you i'm feeling not well...
Yea..two words: Take Care~
then...no more...
hmm..yes..you're busy...very busy...
So, i'll wait for you to come back to me..
but u never...
Nevermind...i think you have forgotten it..
it's okay...
I should not expect it so much...
and i need to understand your situation now..
I think i can handle it myself..
I'll try to..even i'm disappointed~
Alright...independent!! independent!!
Is that my fault?
Wednesday, 20th May 2009
Is it me make you not enough rest?
Are you feel i'm annoying?
Are you irritated on what i doing to you?
What u have told me is like blaming me~
Yea..i did hold you when you were going to sleep...
But, i have told you, i'll control myself and do not disturb u so much..
and also let you sleep early..
After this, i didn't chat with ya so long d...
then, why i still can hear this blaming from you??
Is it i do not enough good?
If you feel i'm disturbing u every night,
then i can stop myself and let you do whatever you want..
Yea..i also admit that i have make u down, sad, disappointed...
and it caused you can't really concentrate on your work..
But, i have talked to you too...
and i hope both of us can happy like last few days...so sweet..
Then, i really dont understand why things can happened so suddenly..
Maybe, i not happy with the blame, or why i so bad..make you like that..
I really mind all of the things u told me...
coz i want to be better, improve myself, understand you, and match with you...
Anyways, i don't think this is my fault...
That's why i so unhappy now..
this is because, i feel your tired is came from your work and the travel...
use too much of energy and not enough time to get back the energy!
Even i feel there's not my fault, but i still need to change myself...
Is it me make you not enough rest?
Are you feel i'm annoying?
Are you irritated on what i doing to you?
What u have told me is like blaming me~
Yea..i did hold you when you were going to sleep...
But, i have told you, i'll control myself and do not disturb u so much..
and also let you sleep early..
After this, i didn't chat with ya so long d...
then, why i still can hear this blaming from you??
Is it i do not enough good?
If you feel i'm disturbing u every night,
then i can stop myself and let you do whatever you want..
Yea..i also admit that i have make u down, sad, disappointed...
and it caused you can't really concentrate on your work..
But, i have talked to you too...
and i hope both of us can happy like last few days...so sweet..
Then, i really dont understand why things can happened so suddenly..
Maybe, i not happy with the blame, or why i so bad..make you like that..
I really mind all of the things u told me...
coz i want to be better, improve myself, understand you, and match with you...
Anyways, i don't think this is my fault...
That's why i so unhappy now..
this is because, i feel your tired is came from your work and the travel...
use too much of energy and not enough time to get back the energy!
Even i feel there's not my fault, but i still need to change myself...
Long Distance Relationship
Monday, 18th May 2009
In this few weeks, i learned and realized a lot of things...
Especially love...
Long distance relationship is very tough for me...
but i have promised myself...i have to try and learn it...
i want to learn to live independent, (is hard for me)
i want to know what is love...the true love...
for sure, i also want to know more about him!!
Seriously, i was upset few times in these days...
why?
Maybe because of his sick, job, caring, attitude...etc..
Between this, we have talked to each other, discuss and face the problems together..
Now, we are understand some of the things...but not all~
Anyways...i hope things really can getting better...
and honestly...tell the truth, brave to accept it, things may not get complicated!!
Norman, hope we can improve ourselves and have a happy love story~
Especially love...
Long distance relationship is very tough for me...
but i have promised myself...i have to try and learn it...
i want to learn to live independent, (is hard for me)
i want to know what is love...the true love...
for sure, i also want to know more about him!!
Seriously, i was upset few times in these days...
why?
Maybe because of his sick, job, caring, attitude...etc..
Between this, we have talked to each other, discuss and face the problems together..
Now, we are understand some of the things...but not all~
Anyways...i hope things really can getting better...
and honestly...tell the truth, brave to accept it, things may not get complicated!!
Norman, hope we can improve ourselves and have a happy love story~
Is it you? Cassie
Tuesday, 21st April 2009
Here is a nice song~
It also saying something in my heart...
I know this song from cousin's blog!!
So, i also wanna share with you all~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YsgfIbZt7Pg
Lyric~
I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you
And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?
I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with trough the night
Someone who I can trust who's hardest right
And I'm looking for someone
And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Want to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be this one I need?
Take for grant How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you?
you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?
Here is a nice song~
It also saying something in my heart...
I know this song from cousin's blog!!
So, i also wanna share with you all~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YsgfIbZt7Pg
Lyric~
I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you
And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?
I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with trough the night
Someone who I can trust who's hardest right
And I'm looking for someone
And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Want to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be this one I need?
Take for grant How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you?
you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?
Are you irritated?
Tuesday, 21st April 2009
Second day~
Morning:-
I received a call from Nor's dad...
He has asked me to teach him how to send the email to Nor...
So, I taught him about it on the phone...
Maybe he was first learner ba, so it took quite long to sent a mail...
hehe ^.^
Uncle, you're so good, learn it just because to send the mail to his son which is BIG HEAD PRAWN! hahaha~
(Nor..see~your dad so care about you!!)
After he knew it, he feel so proud because of his dad did it for him...
hahaha~
Afternoon & evening:-
We were email to each other...
Even he is far away from me, we still got "ENO War"~
He was complaint to me said that he is tired and dont want to fight with me already~
Hmm..Honey...i knew ya're tired, sometimes, i kacau u just want u to be happy and not lonely~
Since you not really want do that then i just reduce the times of fighting ba!!
Night:-
Again...i can't control myself and called him again...for 1 hour i guessed!
i don't care how much i spent on him...
just want to listen his voice..
but i felt he was feel irritating when talking to me...
Hmm...maybe the weather is hot?tired? i talked too slow/lazy? he said...
Nevermind...
I listened your voice is satisfied already!
Second day~
Morning:-
I received a call from Nor's dad...
He has asked me to teach him how to send the email to Nor...
So, I taught him about it on the phone...
Maybe he was first learner ba, so it took quite long to sent a mail...
hehe ^.^
Uncle, you're so good, learn it just because to send the mail to his son which is BIG HEAD PRAWN! hahaha~
(Nor..see~your dad so care about you!!)
After he knew it, he feel so proud because of his dad did it for him...
hahaha~
Afternoon & evening:-
We were email to each other...
Even he is far away from me, we still got "ENO War"~
He was complaint to me said that he is tired and dont want to fight with me already~
Hmm..Honey...i knew ya're tired, sometimes, i kacau u just want u to be happy and not lonely~
Since you not really want do that then i just reduce the times of fighting ba!!
Night:-
Again...i can't control myself and called him again...for 1 hour i guessed!
i don't care how much i spent on him...
just want to listen his voice..
but i felt he was feel irritating when talking to me...
Hmm...maybe the weather is hot?tired? i talked too slow/lazy? he said...
Nevermind...
I listened your voice is satisfied already!
(Nor, don't kill me when ya see so much BIG HEAD PRAWN at here..U memang yes~)
--I Hope he starting to used to the environment there--
Big Head Prawn de Nor~
Monday, 20th April 2009
Ehhh~Someone is BIG HEAD PRAWN serious than me!!
He didn't bring the important document (Offer Letter of R&H) to India!!
LOL!! Me and his family busy to do these things for him...
Eh~ah neh!!
You really make me feel you're baby...**My BaBy**
because you can forgot something when nervous!!
Hope ya not make this thing happens again~
Ehhh~Someone is BIG HEAD PRAWN serious than me!!
He didn't bring the important document (Offer Letter of R&H) to India!!
LOL!! Me and his family busy to do these things for him...
Eh~ah neh!!
You really make me feel you're baby...**My BaBy**
because you can forgot something when nervous!!
Hope ya not make this thing happens again~
Still the same~
Monday, 20th April 2009
1st day~
i don't know what i'm going to do..
My brain is blank!!
...day dreaming for whole day~
Was wondering what he is doing every moment...
So, i called to him quite many times today...
He told me lots of things about:-
...make him feel so tired and sleepy!! haizz~
At the night, i called him and have asked him " Do you miss me??"
So disappointed!! He answered me with this " NOT YET"
Argh!! i knew it...but why i always can't have the miracle??
Wonder when he gonna tell me the sweet wordssss~
Hmm~Nevermind...
Don't wait, Don't expect for it...
then i will feel better~
~Hope he is fine ~
1st day~
i don't know what i'm going to do..
My brain is blank!!
...day dreaming for whole day~
Was wondering what he is doing every moment...
So, i called to him quite many times today...
He told me lots of things about:-
- work place
- environment of India
- foods
- apartment
- friends
...make him feel so tired and sleepy!! haizz~
At the night, i called him and have asked him " Do you miss me??"
So disappointed!! He answered me with this " NOT YET"
Argh!! i knew it...but why i always can't have the miracle??
Wonder when he gonna tell me the sweet wordssss~
Hmm~Nevermind...
Don't wait, Don't expect for it...
then i will feel better~
~Hope he is fine ~
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