Lonely Sunday =(

28 November 2010, Sunday

I always feel lucky to meet you from the 1st day until now.
Too bad, I don't feel you have same feeling with me.
What I feel is you're fed up with me, 

you don't treat me nice like last time.
Yea..you still treat me good but I think this is forced to do so...
When I think about this...
My heart is so painful..

We're almost 2 years, but problems getting more n more..
Why these things will happened?
I wonder why...

Hmm..Should be my problem...
Because I demand too much...
I want you to accompany me all the time..
And this is not what you want..
That's why u're changing after so long..

I can't blame you..
Because this is my fault to make you like that..

Am sorry, Nor..
I guess you know why I do that..
but u forget sometimes..

OK..I should tolerate you now..
Give you the space and time as you want & need..
I'll keep the distance from you...

So, you don't doubt about it...

At last, I really appreciate & thanks for everything you giving..
Just that, I can't control to loving you more and more..
Please forgive me that am demanding your love more and more~

Sarangheyo~

心。。。伤了~

 25th April 2010 Sunday

你真不了解我为何这么做， 

你却一直说我不对， 

对我很失望。

当我听了，

真的好想好想哭了。

你真的这么不了解我吗？

你何时才会懂我要的是什么吗？

你可给我多一点关心我吗？

每次我说的话你都不曾记得，

你说我太罗唆了，

你收不了那么多。。。
听了，

我也只好忍着心痛让它过去。
今晚，想了那些事， 

我终于忍不住了， 

我哭了~

一个人坐在电脑前，

一面打字一面
泪流满面。

心。。。伤了~

Unhappy trip~

24th April 2010 Saturday

 我真的好想大哭一场啊！！为什么他都不认同我每次给他的意见？难道我的意见全都
是错的？如果情人有意见不合的现象，那会怎样？他很固执，一直坚持着自己的立
场，他觉得他有自己的选择。是！我也知道。可是你懂吗？姜还是老的辣！人家已
经知道对方的落点，好心告诉你，也是在帮你。你也不需要这么拒绝人家吧！当你
有难时，人家也不帮你了。

有时，我帮你说话还被你说我不帮你。我说：“你太紧张了。”也只不过是别动怒
人家，希望他们会帮我们。如果觉得他们不对，那就别理会他们噜~别和他们顶嘴吧！
你可不知道，“当局者迷，旁观者清”，人家可了解你的危机多过你。既然你这么
坚持你的想法，那我想我的意见和提议，你也不会听了。我也被你拒绝了那么多次
以及被你说我不对，我真的好伤心。可是那又如何呢？你也不会懂！

我很累了~你做你的吧！

I think we could not be a team...

=(

Exam Ended!!

21st April 2010, Wednesday

Hohoho~exam is ended and I'm having holiday now. Although holiday now but I feel so bored.
Currently I sit in my dad's office to help my dad. I'll fall asleep if there's nothing to do. Sienzz~
God, just help us to attract more customers, so that i can busy all the time.  =)

Hard work paid of~

1st March 2010, Tuesday

Phew~ After few days of long hours sitting in front of computer, finally I done several homework.
Especially Cross Cultural Management! The 2Q took me2-3days to finish...
Anyhow, i believe work hard can get good result. No pain No gain...it is worth to work for it!
Today, i passed up the homework i did to Dr.Tan. He praised my work is good!! My score 20/25. actually i can get 22/25 just that i miss an example!! aiks~
Hahaha~Anyways, I was happy because finally I can did what i want! But I want better or maintain it..So, my attitude should not change but improve..
Nor was proud of me too...and he promised to reward me if I can maintain this attitude!!
Yeah!! Watch out baby~

must take action!!

26th February 2010, Friday

What happened to me?
Why I almost fainted suddenly?
I am worried about my health now...
Just wish that everything can be better after that...
I dont want to make them sad & disappointe everyone is concern about me!
Since this had happened,
I must try to eat healthy food & exercise...
but do i have the time?
Hmm..never try never know!!
Amitabha~

Not easy to do~

25th February 2010, Friday

I always wonder why people can do it?
Why people so smart than me?
If so, how i gonna survive?
Then, what action i should take?
Although many ideas i thought and wanted to do but all failed!!
Maybe I didn't know how to manage the time and use my ideas...
I really need to improve myself and do many things better..
who can teach me and force me to do the things better?
I need a people who can help me..I cannot be so weak!

25th February 2010, Thursday

haiizz~ i couldn't finish CCM homeowork..jia lat loo~

"Cloudy"

23rd February 2010, Tuesday

hehe~didn't finish my homework on time..Dr.Tan shown us a "moody" face. His emotion has told us that he is disappointed with us d..
LoL~sorry sir, i owed u..i will give u on thursday!!   =P

CNY homework ):

22 February 2010, Monday

Aiyooo~ I still have many homework haven't finish yet!! Cham~i thought these homework can finish in this holiday but...no mood to do it!! Grr~study so stressful!! Not just homework, i still have ASSIGNMENTS and TESTS!! @_@

Uncle Bob Gathering

20th February 2010, Saturday

Uncle Bob has organised a CNY gathering party.
He invited my family too..
LOL~I was so shy that my parents will go there..
why? i also dont know...
Maybe just worry my parents may get bored if not mix around with their relatives.
hahaha~Luckily, my dad was so friendly..
he mixed around with them and talk a lot with Uncle Bob!!
hahaha~so suprised to see it!!
Oh ya!! My parents also made some puddings to them..
the taste is not bad..

hmm~both family have seen each other d..hope everything will getting better ba!!  =D

Visited to Friends' house

17th February 2010, Wednesday

This year so suprisingly my family didn't go to Thailand. Therefore, I have the chance to go "bai nian" with my gang of friends. hahas..so happy~

We went all the way from Klang to Tanjung Karang and Sekinchan. Aduh~it took us around 2 hours to reach Khai Learn's house, my sii fatt so painful. Then, finally he introduced his gf (Nan Xing) to us today. She looked small and thin, quite a "teh bao" girl. hahas..Khai Learn must be loved her very much! Tanjung Karang or Sekinchan also famous in seafood, so we also have tried the seafood there, luckily it was nice and not expensive!

lol~we were spent too much time in Tanjung karang and Sekinchan, our bai nian until 1am (chu 5) just end~aiyooo~super tired man!! but I was enjoyed it! keke =D

Simple Valentine's Day~

15th February 2010, Monday

Hahas..yesterday I was a bit angry with my bf, he didn't plan anything for our valentine's day. I expected atleast we will going for a simple dinner. Haihz..again~i think too much!! So, i ran out to Jusco buy some stuff with Qiang and switch off my phone! In the end, I also forgive him since he always show me his innocent.

We went for Italian Restaurant PAPA JOHN. I loved the MUACHROOM SOUP, the taste so nice, pure taste of mushroom..Yummy~ Yummy!!

Reunion Dinner 2010

14th February 2010, Sunday

Chu Xi, we went back to Teluk Intan to have our Reunion Dinner. All the parents had said they will cook 2 dishes to bring it back. Anyhow, I expected some of them will not do what they had promised! Aiks...2nd uncle's family didn't join us for the REUNION DINNER!! They are making people feel they are SELFISH!! I really don't like them, why they can't make it? Is it cook very hard for them, if not just buy from outside then. They did it just make our grandma sad. Sometimes, we do not keep revenge in our heart too long, otherwise, the revenge will keep for yourself. This CNY is getting queit compare to last year~as usual, 4th & 6th uncles are going to Thailand again. hmm~

CNY MODE

8th February 2010, Monday

I going to Taiwan in end of March, I promised myself to finish my assignments as soon as possible. Haihz, I am so useless because easy get influenced by something else. My processing of assignments is so slow...maybe CNY is around, so holiday mode again..

Hope that after CNY I can work hard on my studies already! GO GO GO~

January 2010

4th January 2010, Monday

Aiyooo~College reopen again..After a long holiday, I became lazy..Seriously, I not yet keep back my playful mode. sobx sobx~

I just wait for every weekend coming, then go out with Nor..hahas..he suppose to clean his house due to CNY is around but...end up with outing!

Memory of 2009

31st December 2009, Thursday


WoW..I did not update my blog since May'09...it's not because of nothing to post out, just because of...I am lazy girl!!

Then now I just sum it up what have happened in my life after May~

20th June--My dearest boyfriend came back from India Hyderabad after TWO MONTHS!! I was suffered without him as i mentioned on May. hahas..to show his sincerely, he has bought me a lot of stuff, "sari", pearl necklace, bracelet, scaft and so on..His mom was jealous to see him bought me so many staff and she just got a pair of earrings. hehes...

24th - 26th June--We went to Penang Island for romantic trip?! Nor have to go to work after a week came back from India. We were worried that less chances to go for trip after he start work. We stayed in Tanjung Bungah Beach Hotel. I loved the hotel so much, it has nice scenery of beach. There are a lot of shells at a corner of beach, we were crazy to collect the shells under hot sun!!

2nd July--Nor's birthday, I bought him 12 cupcakes with special designs and perfume (Sean John,Unforgiveable Limited Edition) We also went for a dinner in 1u. hehes..

Oh noes..I have forgotten what I did after that...
but I know we also went to Thailand many times. hahas..
Finally September, i got back to study life again. Hope I can do it better in my studies. Jia You~

Let's jump to October...My birthday~lol..he sang a song (Hey There Eunice), went for Italian dinner, a Big "zhao cai mao", shirt, special cup and so on...I expected he will make me some handmade stuff, but he was too busy on his work. Therefore, i got so many presents from him in my 21st birthday. Thank you, baobei~ Muackx! <3 hahas...November is quite normal i think. We kept going for shopping and prepare for our CNY!! scared of cannot get nice clothes when CNY is coming soon.

December~we all are in holiday mode!! Xmas & New year~crazy on shopping, of course I spent a lot of money. (Nor sponsor most of them!) He told me that, holiday mode also considered as shopping mode...just buy whatever we like...hahas~ he also crazy on shopping online!! siao siao~

2009 is most of my friends' 21st birthday!! it's also a busy year to attend their birthday party...my pocket also got a big hole after spent for their presents T.T

2009 is my good start, nice memory...hope 2010, my lucky will getting better...
ALL THE BEST!!