If we ever return....

14 May 2011, Saturday

If we ever return back to previous moment...
I choose not to be so selfish with you...
And I would talk with you the problem...

But now it's too late... 

We both are misunderstand each other

and you're angry with me now...

Am really sad to hear that...
I think to talk with your close friends and discuss with them..
But I don't have the braveness..
I scared it will make things worse..

No matter how..
I wish our friendship could repair and we can happy like before...
Hope you're not betray me or selfish to me...
Yijun...my friend~

It ends tonight!

12th May 2011, Thursday

Argh!! It ends so fast?!!
How could it be so fast?!!
Damn!! I should not write my blog in the public!!
Accidently he saw I wrote something about him..Haiizz~

Whatever...he said that he will stay far away from me now...
So, I no need to worry or scared of him...
Ish!! Actually I not that mean man..
Really whatever now..since it could not be fix now!!
My heart so painful now~

Start from today...
We no more hinting feeling to each other already...
No more close friend anymore..
No more fun anymore...

Sad sad sad!!

Getting bad now...

11th May 2011, Wednesday

I guess he found out that I blocked my fb profile from him..
It is because he did the same to me as well...
Hmm~ maybe we really become stranger soon~

He wrote, "I don't understand you, and you don't understand me, so what do we have in common?"
My answer in heart, "feeling?!"

He wrote, " I'm trying to find myself. If I should return before I get back, please ask me to wait..."
I'm not sure is it he wrote for me or her gf..
Am wish we still can friend even though we can't be special to each other..

* I like the puppy u have now..So cute!! =)

Mosquitor Killer

9th May 2011, Monday

Oh yeaa..I killed 37 mosquitors tonight!!

I HATE YOU, MOSQUITORS!!

You make me so ITCHY!!
ARGHH!! Kill you is the right choice!! xD xD

Drunken

6th May 2011, Friday

First time I drank few glass of beer at outside without my parents accompany..
Seriously, I a bit dizzy after the dinner..

but I still can take it =)

After that, I continued my beer at home...
2 big size of Heneiken..lol~
Oh no~I really got drunk this time..
I cried..
This time I really can't control myself...
I wanna spread out all the pain this time!!
At the same time, I talked to TeeKeat and Dr.Tan..
Maybe they are the person I can talk to..
Am so sad..and feel guilty..
I have no idea what I should do now...
I guess I just let it go..since it will no result in the end..
Me and him is staying in different world..
Maybe am nothing for him...
So, let it go is the good decision I guess..

I cry...cry...cry...
I cry for the whole night...
Just to let you go~
let you be with her happily...
Good bye~

MetalTech Exhibition 2011

5th May 2011, Thursday

This is my first day in MetalTech Exhibition but I don't seem like excited...
Maybe because of stupid assignment has made me so tired!
I was a bit blur in the exhibition, maybe I haven't warm up yet..

Anyways, there is a Open Ceremony tonight held in The Legend Hotel.
Hehehe~ I'm excited about it since free food and free show I will get..
Before nice show starts, I have participated a game..
Hmm~too bad that I lose, just because of less 1 RM5..

ISH!! Ish!!

Lol~ Interesting part always will be "ah gua" show which is from Thailand..
OMG!! The "ah gua" body...DAMN SEXY!!!
To be honest, I really jealous it..
and..I gained so much weight...How could I can compare with them..
Haiiizzz~ should start my healthy diet life d..

My secret

03 May 2011, Tuesday

This secret has been sent to him finally...
Is it a kind of confess?
Hmm~ whatever...I just wanna let him know only!!
However, I felt bad...
Because I shouldn't do like that...Just that I can't control myself~
What I should do then? hmm~

*Hope this secret forever will keep in our mind!! =)