Thursday, 21 May 2009
When the care didn't get from him, i feel insecure...
I'll keep thinking,
is he care about me?
is he loves me?
Am i important for him?
Very sam-pat!!
why i so insecure on this??
I should believe on him...
Maybe because i dont have self-confident...
I felt myself is useless, cant do something meaningful...
Common sense:
Girls are weak, they need more cares, they also need protection...
I believe, even a tough woman, she needs it too...
Girls are wish their partner can hold them when they are down...
encourage them to go on...
It happened for few times already...
you never give a respond when i told you i'm feeling not well...
Yea..two words: Take Care~
then...no more...
hmm..yes..you're busy...very busy...
So, i'll wait for you to come back to me..
but u never...
Nevermind...i think you have forgotten it..
it's okay...
I should not expect it so much...
and i need to understand your situation now..
I think i can handle it myself..
I'll try to..even i'm disappointed~
Alright...independent!! independent!!
Is that my fault?
Wednesday, 20th May 2009
Is it me make you not enough rest?
Are you feel i'm annoying?
Are you irritated on what i doing to you?
What u have told me is like blaming me~
Yea..i did hold you when you were going to sleep...
But, i have told you, i'll control myself and do not disturb u so much..
and also let you sleep early..
After this, i didn't chat with ya so long d...
then, why i still can hear this blaming from you??
Is it i do not enough good?
If you feel i'm disturbing u every night,
then i can stop myself and let you do whatever you want..
Yea..i also admit that i have make u down, sad, disappointed...
and it caused you can't really concentrate on your work..
But, i have talked to you too...
and i hope both of us can happy like last few days...so sweet..
Then, i really dont understand why things can happened so suddenly..
Maybe, i not happy with the blame, or why i so bad..make you like that..
I really mind all of the things u told me...
coz i want to be better, improve myself, understand you, and match with you...
Anyways, i don't think this is my fault...
That's why i so unhappy now..
this is because, i feel your tired is came from your work and the travel...
use too much of energy and not enough time to get back the energy!
Even i feel there's not my fault, but i still need to change myself...
Is it me make you not enough rest?
Are you feel i'm annoying?
Are you irritated on what i doing to you?
What u have told me is like blaming me~
Yea..i did hold you when you were going to sleep...
But, i have told you, i'll control myself and do not disturb u so much..
and also let you sleep early..
After this, i didn't chat with ya so long d...
then, why i still can hear this blaming from you??
Is it i do not enough good?
If you feel i'm disturbing u every night,
then i can stop myself and let you do whatever you want..
Yea..i also admit that i have make u down, sad, disappointed...
and it caused you can't really concentrate on your work..
But, i have talked to you too...
and i hope both of us can happy like last few days...so sweet..
Then, i really dont understand why things can happened so suddenly..
Maybe, i not happy with the blame, or why i so bad..make you like that..
I really mind all of the things u told me...
coz i want to be better, improve myself, understand you, and match with you...
Anyways, i don't think this is my fault...
That's why i so unhappy now..
this is because, i feel your tired is came from your work and the travel...
use too much of energy and not enough time to get back the energy!
Even i feel there's not my fault, but i still need to change myself...
Long Distance Relationship
Monday, 18th May 2009
In this few weeks, i learned and realized a lot of things...
Especially love...
Long distance relationship is very tough for me...
but i have promised myself...i have to try and learn it...
i want to learn to live independent, (is hard for me)
i want to know what is love...the true love...
for sure, i also want to know more about him!!
Seriously, i was upset few times in these days...
why?
Maybe because of his sick, job, caring, attitude...etc..
Between this, we have talked to each other, discuss and face the problems together..
Now, we are understand some of the things...but not all~
Anyways...i hope things really can getting better...
and honestly...tell the truth, brave to accept it, things may not get complicated!!
Norman, hope we can improve ourselves and have a happy love story~
Especially love...
Long distance relationship is very tough for me...
but i have promised myself...i have to try and learn it...
i want to learn to live independent, (is hard for me)
i want to know what is love...the true love...
for sure, i also want to know more about him!!
Seriously, i was upset few times in these days...
why?
Maybe because of his sick, job, caring, attitude...etc..
Between this, we have talked to each other, discuss and face the problems together..
Now, we are understand some of the things...but not all~
Anyways...i hope things really can getting better...
and honestly...tell the truth, brave to accept it, things may not get complicated!!
Norman, hope we can improve ourselves and have a happy love story~
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