Is that my fault?

Wednesday, 20th May 2009

Is it me make you not enough rest?
Are you feel i'm annoying?
Are you irritated on what i doing to you?

What u have told me is like blaming me~
Yea..i did hold you when you were going to sleep...
But, i have told you, i'll control myself and do not disturb u so much..
and also let you sleep early..
After this, i didn't chat with ya so long d...
then, why i still can hear this blaming from you??
Is it i do not enough good?
If you feel i'm disturbing u every night,
then i can stop myself and let you do whatever you want..

Yea..i also admit that i have make u down, sad, disappointed...
and it caused you can't really concentrate on your work..
But, i have talked to you too...
and i hope both of us can happy like last few days...so sweet..
Then, i really dont understand why things can happened so suddenly..
Maybe, i not happy with the blame, or why i so bad..make you like that..
I really mind all of the things u told me...
coz i want to be better, improve myself, understand you, and match with you...

Anyways, i don't think this is my fault...
That's why i so unhappy now..
this is because, i feel your tired is came from your work and the travel...
use too much of energy and not enough time to get back the energy!

Even i feel there's not my fault, but i still need to change myself...